Oh my! Am I feeling better. I think I've pinpointed my anxiety and my head is feeling so much better. It's still there, but functioning is easier.

I got up and ran today. Planned on getting 4 miles in but only got 3 miles. My hip is hurting. I tried to stretch, ran a mile and a half, stretched again. That second stretching killed me. I was stiff and running hurt. So at three miles, I was done. I called and made a doctor's appointment. I can take ibuprofen and rest and it goes away but comes back. I've got to get to the bottom of the cause so I can run without pain.

So today.... drum roll..... I went to Nordstroms and got fitted for a bra. It was awesome! I walked out with two that I love. I thought the lady who helped me was so knowledgeable. She did talk A LOT, but it was so worth it. I will save my pennies and get a couple more. I found one online for $20 less so I think I'll order another one of those. Losing sixty pounds sure changed "the girls". With a great bra, they are now resting comfortably above my elbows! Whahooooo!

I am missing Jillian. I need to find some time to pop in her dvd and get a good toning workout in. I really am amazed with the difference in how I look and feel. Maybe her workout it just the change up I need from running to throw my body into a different gear. Um.

I do feel a little stuck where I am. I don't feel like I'm going anywhere. Weight. The Journey. All sources of my anxiety. I need a break. I don't want to take a break though. I want to push through and get to where I'm going. Does that make sense? I'm not a quitter. I'm not quitting this. I love what I'm doing. Why is it a source of anxiety? Is it the scale? What's the source of this anxiety when it's something I've been doing for a year?

This is quite the post. Sorry it's rambling but it's great to get some of this out of my head. Isn't that the glory in blogging? Writing and writing, getting our thoughts out - it's got to be as good as therapy!