Yesterday was a busy day. No school for the kids. No time for blogging. I did get up early and run and do my cross training. It felt good. I need to remember that feeling. After a workout it's always a great feeling and no regrets.

I did get up and run this morning. No cross training with it, just abs and push ups when I was done. I'm trying to work on my speed. I want to run faster. Right now I am consistenly in the elevens. I just want to move into the tens. I'm going to get there by spring!

I'm a little frustrated with my weight. I know I shouldn't focus on it. I know. It's just not moving. Nothing. Zero. I'm running, I'm lifting, getting my water and eating good. Even during the month and half that I was sick I lost. I still ate and tracked I just didn't work out much. I know eating is key. I just need to figure out what to do. This hasn't ever happened to me. Darn caramel corn - that was two weeks ago!

I really think that I've got this mental block. Hitting lifetime put the "I'm done" thought in my head and I think it's stuck there. I'm seriously thinking about moving my goal and paying again. Come on BRAIN! Free is good. I'm not done. Kick it in and get the mental part of this journey moving again.