What a fabulous weekend. I can't believe how fast the Red Rock Relay passed. I had a great time. Ran with fantastic friends and through beautiful country. I did the best I could. I wouldn't change a thing.

I want to describe every minute, every inch of ground that was covered. I'm not. I'll write about it in my journal and not bore you here.

I did have a lot of time to think and one constant thought kept coming back to me.

When will the fat person inside of me leave? When will my mind catch up to my body? I still hesitate when doing things. I still order race shirts too big. I still look in the mirror and see a big me. I know I've changed. I know it. I just have slips every now and then that take me back to old me. I know this makes no sense unless you've been there. If you've been there, how long did it take for "new me" to show up mentally?
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